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Hello everyone I'm Jervis I wan to say nothing

Built From Broken Days

 Built From Broken Days Some days didn’t break me all at once. They broke me slowly— missed calls, empty rooms, promises that learned how to disappear. Morning after morning, I woke up tired before the day even began. Not the kind of tired sleep can fix— the kind that sits in your chest and whispers, “Why try again?” I tried anyway. I learned how to smile without explaining my pain. How to stand alone without calling it loneliness. How to lose people without losing myself. There were nights I cried in silence, not because I was weak, but because I was strong enough to feel everything. Each failure taught me a language only survivors understand. Each goodbye carved space for growth. Each broken day added a brick I didn’t know I was laying. One day, I looked back— not with anger, not with regret— but with respect. Because the life I stand in today wasn’t gifted, wasn’t easy, wasn’t lucky. It was built. Built from broken days. Built from tears no one saw. Built from choosing to contin...

𝐂𝐚𝐢𝐭𝐥𝐲𝐧 𝐉𝐞𝐧𝐧𝐞𝐫 𝐁𝐞𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐀𝐧𝐝 𝐀𝐟𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐓𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐬𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐏𝐥𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐜 𝐒𝐮𝐫𝐠𝐞𝐫𝐲 𝐁𝐫𝐮𝐜𝐞 𝐓𝐨 𝐂𝐚𝐢𝐭𝐥𝐲𝐧

𝑾𝒉𝒆𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒘𝒐𝒓𝒍𝒅 𝒑𝒓𝒐𝒃𝒂𝒃𝒍𝒚 𝒕𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒈𝒉𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝑲𝒂𝒓𝒅𝒂𝒔𝒉𝒊𝒂𝒏 𝑱𝒆𝒏𝒏𝒆𝒓 𝒇𝒂𝒎𝒊𝒍𝒚 𝒄𝒐𝒖𝒍𝒅𝒏’𝒕 𝒎𝒂𝒌𝒆 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒅𝒍𝒊𝒏𝒆𝒔 𝒂𝒏𝒚 𝒎𝒐𝒓𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒚 𝒂𝒍𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒅𝒚 𝒘𝒆𝒓𝒆, 𝑪𝒂𝒊𝒕𝒍𝒚𝒏 𝑱𝒆𝒏𝒏𝒆𝒓 𝒔𝒕𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝑩𝒓𝒖𝒄𝒆 𝑱𝒆𝒏𝒏𝒆𝒓 𝒂𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒕𝒊𝒎𝒆 𝒑𝒓𝒐𝒗𝒆𝒅 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒐𝒓𝒚 𝒘𝒓𝒐𝒏𝒈. 𝑰 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒌 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝑩𝒓𝒖𝒄𝒆 𝒂𝒏𝒏𝒐𝒖𝒏𝒄𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒅𝒆𝒄𝒊𝒔𝒊𝒐𝒏 𝒕𝒐 𝒃𝒆𝒄𝒐𝒎𝒆 𝑪𝒂𝒊𝒕𝒍𝒊𝒏 𝒘𝒂𝒔 𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒐𝒇 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒃𝒊𝒈𝒈𝒆𝒔𝒕 𝒔𝒉𝒐𝒄𝒌𝒆𝒓𝒔 𝒊𝒏 𝑯𝒐𝒍𝒍𝒚𝒘𝒐𝒐𝒅 𝒕𝒐 𝒅𝒂𝒕𝒆, 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒄𝒆𝒓𝒕𝒂𝒊𝒏𝒍𝒚 𝒏𝒐𝒕 𝒔𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒑𝒆𝒐𝒑𝒍𝒆 𝒘𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝒆𝒙𝒑𝒆𝒄𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈. 𝑾𝒆 𝒇𝒊𝒓𝒔𝒕 𝒌𝒏𝒆𝒘 𝑩𝒓𝒖𝒄𝒆 𝑱𝒆𝒏𝒏𝒆𝒓 𝒂𝒔 𝒂𝒏 𝑶𝒍𝒚𝒎𝒑𝒊𝒄 𝒈𝒐𝒍𝒅𝒎𝒆𝒅𝒂 𝒍𝒊𝒔𝒕 𝒂𝒕𝒉𝒍𝒆𝒕𝒆, 𝒘𝒉𝒐 𝒔𝒆𝒕 𝒓𝒆𝒄𝒐𝒓𝒅𝒔 𝒊𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒎𝒆𝒏’𝒔 𝒅𝒆𝒄𝒂𝒕𝒉𝒍𝒐𝒏. 𝑶𝒏𝒄𝒆 𝒉𝒆 𝒘𝒂𝒔 𝒓𝒆𝒕𝒊𝒓𝒆𝒅 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒏 𝒘𝒆 𝒌𝒏𝒆𝒘 𝒉𝒊𝒎 𝒂𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒎𝒂𝒏 𝒐𝒇 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒔𝒆 𝒐𝒏 𝑲𝒆𝒆𝒑𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒖𝒑 𝑾𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝑲𝒂𝒓...