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The Desk That Never Let Her Leave

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The Desk That Never Let Her Leave Every morning, Anaya reached her desk before the lights came on. Not because she was early—but because she was afraid to be late. Her manager never shouted. He smiled. A soft, polite smile that hid sharper weapons: impossible deadlines, public “feedback,” emails sent at 2 a.m. marked URGENT. When targets were missed, he said, “Maybe you’re not cut out for this,” loud enough for others to hear, quiet enough to deny later. Lunch breaks disappeared. Sick days became “commitment issues.” Praise was dangled like a reward she could almost touch—but never earn. Slowly, Anaya stopped speaking in meetings. Stopped sleeping. Stopped recognizing the confident person she once was. The torture wasn’t physical. It was cleaner than that. It lived in constant fear—of losing her job, her dignity, her sense of worth. One evening, staring at her reflection in the dark monitor, she realized the truth: the company didn’t own her time anymore. It had taken her v...

Are You Really Poor or Are You Playing Poor?

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Are You Really Poor or Are You Playing Poor? I was conveying packs fairly well through my course as a messenger. Packs slid around the discretionary parlour of my vehicle as I turned a sharp corner. My telephone rang, bah moving beyond the vehicle speakers. What the f*ck is happening? I fundamentally needed to complete my working day and get back. "Hi?" "Hello James, How are you? " communicated a voice from the speakers. I felt a sense of disappointment. Nobody, however, sounds as fake cheerful as decision delegates calling to pitch you a task you shouldn't, for even a moment, mess around with. I chose to leave corporate work after my sheer horridness in Walk 2020 as the pandemic held up into view. I despised it so much that I vowed never to return, regardless of how unbelievable it became. I was out. Fuck the tiled channels, agitated chiefs, and steady office plans. "We saw your CV on..." the metallic voice said through the speakers, making him...

I Have Never Been In A Relationship || How Fake Is Relationship Very Angry

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Furthermore, I have never seen someone I am 27. and have never been in a relationship. That feels like a failure somehow. An adult that has never gotten past the first date And I have tried I had a lot of crushes growing up. because I loved anyone who truly seemed to care about being around me. who enjoyed my company and acknowledged that they liked me. like me when I could be myself. but I was always misreading signals. and they didn't like me like that. which I accepted and moved on. But the friendship seemed to fade after that. and the pain of losing a friend. This is the kind of pain that teaches a lesson. And so I learned to ignore my crushes. Having feelings for someone only ever ended in me being sad. So I turned to dating apps. The expectations were clear there. If you were talking to someone, there was a mutual interest. Suddenly, I felt confident in the conversation. It made me charming and funny from a distance. and I lived out the intensity of whole relati...